Jan
30
2005
I had a one-hour talk with Tianyi before sleep. I am not sure if this is the reason keeping me from sleep. Anyway, I kept my eyes open for almost the whole night. I heard my hearbeats clearly–it’s so noisy that I was kept awake.
Seems time at night was stretched infinitely. I had no clue how to count time when everything seemed to stop. The restless night was so long that I was afraid it would never end.
When the alarm clock rang I jumped off the bed to shut it down. I was even so overjoyed at that point because I didn’t have to foce myself into sleep, which I never get done last night.
In the morning I looked into the mirror on the wall. Dark circles certainly. Thank God I don’t have red eyes.
When I was writing this post, I felt hesitant which category to put it in. Dreams or Met?
Finally I decided to define it simply a dream. I might have had a nightmare in which I suffered from insomania for the whole night.


